started dunno what meant by happiness
sometimes i tot i catch it
but finally let it run away
get it n lost it
lastly i would only realize
what i got is just empty
i realize so much
after i got tis relationship
he was so kind with anybody
so what im ?
who im ?
who cares tis matter?
just im confusing by my self
so stupid
so holy shit
i cant even get what i want
bother tis made myself suffer
i doesn't see u did any struggle
im sad,feel upset
got nothing
just keep let u hurting
i hate cheating
i hate lying
i hate betray
i hate promise
indeed
if u cannot did it ,u just can dun promise
why u wan to promise after that u wanna break it
my mantel r controling me
totally hate betrayer !!!bastard !!
happiness was just a rubbish !
