19 !!!!

im only 19 years old
why would i have to work so earlier?
im just a 19 girl !!
it's still young ,,still youth !

im definitely exhausted with working
im tired , i cried lots time..
im just an ordinary girl
why cant i being myself????
why ?? why the truth ever cruel !! >__<""
why god was so UNFAIR !!!


sometimes ~~
while i watched my fren's blog
they r describe their collage life
how's gorgeous they r?
im damn damn admire it !!!
unspeakble my feeling

whoever will know im upset?
totally lost my self n FAILED !!

just let it BE ... T__T